The Person You Love Seems Lost. Here's Why.
Your partner has just been through the monumental experience of childbirth, and you expected changes. You expected sleepless nights, diapers, and a new kind of love. What you may not have expected is for your partner to seem like a stranger to you, and even to herself. She might be more withdrawn, questioning her career, grieving her old life, and constantly saying, "I just don't feel like myself anymore." It can be confusing and even alarming to witness.
What your partner is experiencing has a name: matrescence. It is the normal, profound, and often tumultuous process of becoming a mother. Understanding this identity shift is the single most powerful thing you can do to support her and protect your relationship during this vulnerable time. This guide is for you, the partner, to help you understand what she’s going through and how you can be the supportive anchor she needs.
An Introduction to Matrescence for Partners
As our complete guide to matrescence explains, this process is as significant as adolescence. It's a complete rewiring of her identity—physically, psychologically, and socially. She is not just adding the role of "mom" to her old self; a new self is being born.
It's a Normal Process, Not a Problem to Be Solved
Your instinct may be to try and "fix" the problem or cheer her up. But matrescence isn't a problem; it's a developmental stage. Your role is not to solve it, but to provide a safe, supportive space for her to move through it.
What Matrescence Looks Like from Your Perspective
From the outside, the changes your partner is going through can be confusing.
She Grieves Her Old Life (and Why That's Okay)
Your partner might express a deep sense of loss for her pre-baby life. She might miss her career, her freedom, or her old body. This is the most common and misunderstood part of matrescence. It is not a sign that she regrets having the baby. It is a normal grieving process for a life that is now in the past. Allowing her the space to grieve without judgment is a profound act of love.
A New Relationship with Her Body and Intimacy
Her body has been through a massive transformation. She may feel disconnected from it or struggle with her new postpartum image. This can, in turn, affect your intimate relationship. Patience and understanding are key as she learns to reinhabit her changed body.
Shifting Priorities and Ambitions
The things that used to be central to her identity, like her career and professional ambition, might suddenly be in question. She may feel a confusing push-and-pull between her work identity and her new identity as a mother.
How to Be Her Anchor During This Transition
Your support can make a world of difference in how she navigates this shift.
Listen Without Offering Solutions
When she says, "I feel like I've lost myself," resist the urge to say, "No you haven't, you're a great mom!" Instead, validate her feeling. Try saying, "That sounds incredibly hard. Tell me more about what that feels like." This creates connection and shows her she’s not alone.
Actively Encourage Her "Non-Mom" Identity
She needs reminders that she is still a whole person outside of being a mother.
- Proactively take the baby and tell her, "I need you to go do something that is just for you for the next two hours."
- Talk to her about her interests that have nothing to do with the baby.
- Encourage her to reconnect with old hobbies or friends, which is a key part of finding yourself after baby.
Validate Her Complicated Feelings
The hallmark of matrescence is ambivalence. She can feel overjoyed and overwhelmed in the same breath. Validate both sides of the coin. "It's amazing how much you love this baby, and it makes sense that you're also exhausted and miss sleeping in."
Navigating Your Own Identity Shift (Patrescence)
You're Changing, Too
The process of becoming a father or non-birthing parent, sometimes called patrescence, is also a significant identity shift. You are also grappling with new responsibilities, pressures, and a change in your relationship. Acknowledging your own experience is crucial.
The Importance of Your Own Support System
You cannot be her sole support. It is vital that you also have friends, family, or your own therapist to talk to about your own transition. Your mental health is a priority, too, and our guide to paternal mental health explores this in depth.
Reconnecting as a Couple Amidst the Chaos
Redefining Your Relationship
Your pre-baby relationship is gone. You are now building a new one as co-parents and partners. This requires intentional effort. Try to carve out small moments of connection that have nothing to do with baby logistics.
When to Consider Couples Therapy
If you feel stuck in a cycle of misunderstanding and disconnection, couples therapy can be an invaluable tool. It provides a neutral space to navigate this new chapter and learn new ways of communicating and supporting each other.
You Are Not Losing Her; You Are Meeting Her Anew
Matrescence can feel like you are losing the person you fell in love with. A more helpful way to frame it is that you are getting to know the next, more expansive version of her. This is an opportunity to fall in love all over again with the woman who is also a mother. Your patience, love, and support are the greatest gifts you can give her during this profound transformation.
If you and your partner are struggling to navigate the identity shift of parenthood, schedule a free, confidential consultation with a Phoenix Health care coordinator to learn about individual and couples therapy options.