The Parent and the Child Within
As you navigate the sleepless nights and tender moments of new parenthood, you may be surprised to find that you are not just caring for your new baby. You are also encountering a younger version of yourself—your own "inner child." The intense needs of your infant can bring your own childhood needs, and the ways they were or were not met, into sharp focus. This is why parenthood can be such a powerful catalyst for healing.
The process of consciously giving yourself the compassion, validation, and care you may not have received in your own childhood is often called "re-parenting." It is a profound and transformative practice that allows you to heal your own wounds as you nurture your child. This is the heart of generational healing.
Why Parenthood is a Powerful Trigger for Your Own Childhood Wounds
Your child's developmental stages will mirror your own. When your toddler has a tantrum, it may trigger the memory of how your own big feelings were handled. When your baby cries for you, it may bring up your own unmet needs for comfort. These are not just memories; they are often stored in your nervous system and can feel very present.
What Does "Re-Parenting Yourself" Mean?
It's Not About Blaming Your Parents
Re-parenting is not an exercise in blaming your parents. Most parents do the best they can with the tools they have. It is simply a compassionate acknowledgment of the emotional gaps or wounds from your childhood and a commitment to filling those gaps for yourself now, as an adult.
It's About Meeting Your Own Unmet Needs
Re-parenting is about learning to be the parent to yourself that you always needed. It's about becoming your own source of unconditional love, support, and validation.
How to Practice Re-Parenting in Your Daily Life
1. Practice Self-Compassion and Validate Your Feelings
The next time you feel overwhelmed, sad, or angry, try to speak to yourself with the same gentle, loving voice you would use with your own child.
- Instead of: "I'm a mess. I need to get it together."
- Try: "This is really hard right now. It's okay to feel overwhelmed. I am doing my best." This practice is especially crucial if you have a difficult relationship with your own mother, as you may not have had this kind of gentle inner voice modeled for you.
2. Learn to Set Boundaries
Many of us were not taught how to set healthy boundaries as children. As an adult, you can now learn to say "no" to protect your own energy and well-being. This is an act of self-care and a way of showing yourself that your needs matter.
3. Nurture Yourself Through Self-Care
Think about the things that make your child feel safe and cared for: a warm bath, a comforting meal, a cozy blanket. These are the same things that can soothe your own nervous system. Prioritizing these small acts of self-care is a tangible way to re-parent yourself.
Healing as You Parent: The Dual Journey
How Soothing Your Baby Can Soothe You
The act of parenting your child can be incredibly healing for your own inner child. As you rock your baby, sing them a lullaby, and tell them they are loved, a part of your own being absorbs that same message. The power of co-regulation works on you, too.
The Power of "Rupture and Repair"
You will not be a perfect parent, and that is not the goal. There will be moments when you lose your temper or are not as present as you'd like to be (a "rupture"). The healing happens in the "repair"—when you go back to your child and say, "I'm sorry." In repairing the connection with your child, you are also teaching your inner child that mistakes are not catastrophic and that relationships can be mended.
This is Deep and Courageous Work
Re-parenting yourself is a journey, not a destination. It is a commitment to showing up for yourself with the same love and compassion you show to your child. It is some of the most challenging and rewarding work you will ever do, and it is a profound gift to both yourself and your family.
If you are ready to begin the journey of re-parenting, schedule a free, confidential consultation with a Phoenix Health care coordinator to find a therapist who can support you in healing your past.